You hurt me, you don't mean to but you hurt me

You hurt me, you don't mean to but you hurt me
All I want to do Is devote my time to being in your presence
And you refuse to give me that
I ask time after time
But still no time alone shall be spent
Is it because I'm not worthy of being seen alone with you?
Do you just not want alone time?
Or is it what I think it is?
I'm not good enough
You hurt me, you don't mean to but you hurt me
I would proclaim my love for you at the loudest volumes
When in return when you say it I hear only a faint mumble
Do you not want people to hear?
Am I an embarrassment?
Or am I just dead
Waiting on your true love for me to bring me to life