I Guessed

I guessed it was time
For things to end
I can't believe
I am saying this
But I thought I had to go

I guessed I would be okay
Taking things one by one
But I wasn't
That I always knew
Nothing would be the same

I guess I couldn't take it
When I lost my way
I thought I was strong
But in your eyes
I was just a child

I guess I was right
To take this gun
And pull the trigger
As my last escape
From the world today...