confussed in the mirror

having a hard time excepting what's become of my life. you can't rewind time so why do I feel so left behind. I can't figure out if what use to be mine was ever my own. This hole time have I been living alone. Running away with no where to go. The people you say you know do you really know. What happens when they aren't that person anymore. How long before the time now turns in to time that is than. Is there still a chance to be let in. Ive been behind and I'd like to begin getting back what was meant to be mine. What it was then and what it's become now isn't what It will be. looking at you i couldn't see that i was just fighting to win in stead of fighting for me fighting for you instead of fighting to live. Everything that you would give you knew would soon end and taking all that was given is what I believed in. Nothing is what I imagined its all buried and forgotten.