Dark holiday

Disease trapped inside my head,
Urging and pushing to spread,
C'mon cunt eat my brain until it's dead,
This pain inside my brain,
It's physically harming,
S'got one bitch of an army,
As evil thoughts unite,
Darker turns the sunlight,
My souls been exterminated,
Raped and hated,
My body forgotten,
Slowly rotting,
Pieces of my heart lay on the floor,
Only my eyes can sense the blood the gore,
I love it make me bleed more,
To feel so numb then feel the pain,
Its my dark holiday.