the worst feeling

 It’s the worst kind of feeling when you’re lost in plain sight
Wondering how you get through the night?
The one thing you enjoy they take away
Leaving me… here to decay.

Jesse, I know you love me but am I worthy
You so perfect it leaves me nervy
I awake and we get lost in each other.
Wondering how I thought I loved any other

Is perfection actually real?
How can I explain how I feel?
I lie awake in the dark for hours
Thinking of your mind control powers

It’s the only way I can explain
When I’m with you I can’t feel pain
I can’t get you off my mind
I can now see when I once was blind

Id bow before you and call you my king.
Give you as many gifts as I can bring
You’ve been through a lot yet so have I
You have left before but never said good bye

11 days that changed my existence
Only getting caught because others persistence
One day we won’t have to hide.
Me and you but you have to confide

I need your trust that’s all I ask
I don’t believe that’s a very hard task
Your lips belong with mine
With our legs intertwined

There would be no me without you
I hate the fights we go through
You own half my heart
That’s why I’m sad when were apart