Said the inspiring cynic

i sit on the floor
of my room
smoking cigarettes
and the occasional bong
drinking red bull
by the twelve pack
with the
6 or so
bottles of vodka
on the floor
writing at
5 am
trying to become
the next big thing

I wonder if
thats how most of them
started,

Well off and
jaded but
threatening
to inspire
the next
generation
with cynical
words and
surrealistic
metaphors

Probably not
but i'll
do what i want
to become what
i can
because no one
truly got what they want
the other way
around.