I Fucked Up

I told myself
To think before I acted
But I didn't
Now I wish it all away
I threw myself
On a bloody slab
I told myself
That you would be gentle
But now I'm bleeding
Like they were bleeding
And I can't seem to stitch up my wounds

I've fucked up
And I'm about to fall
I've fucked up
And now I'm falling
I've fucked up
And I've fallen
I've fucked up
And I can't get up
I've fucked up
Because I fell for you