A Final Fleeting Thought

I am everything and nothing  
this is how it feels  
when you fall.  
 
I fall not just through space  
But time itself.  
Falling in love  
Was the easy part  
Falling out    
Was much more traumatic.  
I free fall in to the open  
Arms of oblivion  
It calls my name
i hurtle towards
my new mistress
screaming as i fall.
 
somebody once told me  
"its better to love,  
then to never love at all"  
that person obviously  
hadn't fell through  
a hole in the universe  
because that's how this feels.  
 
Through the carcass of dead stars  
and the vacuum of space  
through quantum singularity's  
through worm holes  
that turn my heart inside out  
spit forth my form  
dis-guard my flesh.
was this worth it just for a taste?  
 
Time dilation,  
past meets the present meets the future  
all at once  
i multiply  
we all think the same thoughts  
we scream in agony  
as gravity and various cosmic forces  
continue to tear us apart.  
...then we start falling again.  
 
Through aborted timelines  
and pocket reality's  
through photons and lasers  
phasers and quasars  
all because of you.  
 
Shaking hands with celestial sentry's  
bracing for impact  
as my soul burns on re-entry  
 
I have a fleeting thought  
its your face smiling  
 
.....It was a good thought.