Unexplainable

I see her everywhere and i like her alot
but im afraid of rejection and pain,
I can't take the pain because i can't handle it
anymore.

I want to ask her to be with me but I don't know
her thoughts about me,
I feel sumthing different with her but I
don't know what to say.

She is different in a way i can't explain,
it's unexplainable what i feel for her.
And I can't ever know until i try to configure
my feelings for her.

I'm bleeding majorly when she isn't around
but when she's here i feel like im completed,
completed the way I never thought was possible.

I'm going to have to try even if i know the
concequences.
It has to get worse to get better in life...