Broken heart

In the midst of my broken heart, knives slash it wide open
My love for someone is so tainted by a family torn apart
My hurt and anger festers like a poison
Her memories haunt him and leek into my veins
I love this man so much, a crossroad emerges
Sometimes I'd like to lose my newest memories as I would like him to lose his oldest memories
My blood boils ready to poor over and smother what we have grown together
I'm so hurt and angry, second class feels so low
There's nothing else to muster
Time can only tell