My Love To Give

My love to give, its a soul searching ride.
I escape my past to finally be right.

Mistakes I've made, I try to replay
I've been haunted by memories you wish would just fade.

rumors pushed me away without confrontation
possibly the worst thing i can do in this situation

I began dating another, but that was a mistake
This new found love, was messing with fate.

The thought of losing where my heart really was,
is extremely alarming and always a bust.

Looking at you and looking at us,
there was a wonderful time when I could adjust.

My time here was shallow, I tried to be fake
Nothing could be more narrow than this crooked mistake.

I lied and I reasoned to get to your heart,
and messed with your destiny right from the start.

I beg for forgiveness, our time here is short
all I want is your love girl, please have some remorse.

If the day does come and your heart open's wide,
I hope mines still beating right by your side.