My Secrets

My secrets I hide in my heart
I devour them daily
keeping them away from other's eyes
The keeping of my desire
to be desired
to be touched
to be erotic with you
again

The vibration of a message
received
vibrates in me my memories
my fantasies that have endured 20 years

the desire to uncover my heart
my lust
my yearnings to be
with you

Rewind my decisions
rewind my life
rewind back
to when you were devouring me
and I was the force that
raised your cock
that stopped your work
that stepped you over the line
that kept you calling
messaging
desiring
me