No more bull shit

Your face consumes my thoughts
your words ring in my ears
I lie and deny
But what I want is clear

You lay down your knife
but I pick up mine
I have searched for so long
but love I can not find

You know what you want
why must you lie to me
I wasn't blind
I just chose not to see

Stop with the bull shit
Tell me the truth bitch
Leading me on with
your light so dimly lit
so I take another hit
And I take another sip
and I open another slit
don't throw a fucking fit
just ttake your seat and fucking sit
it's time to listen
from beginning to fucking end
of love and life and hate and sin
all the things I can't fix
and all I put up with
it'll all be over in a bit
fuck this shit
I fucking quit