sis

i wish i could have been honest
i trusted you as my sis
family to me

you helped me enoff that i'm alive but left me here
and i pushed i catered to you
i wanted to help you so much

but you locked me out
just like everyone
and i regret not finding a way to help you more

i regret i told
your romance wasn't my bissness
but i didn't want you to hurt

i will now never understand
but i thought i did whats right
now i'm not sure

i regret i hurt you
i regret i never get to be a part of you
but you will secseed and i wish i can be a part of that

thats what i wanted
to see you secseed and be your freind
but i'm a professtional fuckup

and i wish i could tell you things so many things
i was a preverted asshole around you
and i just wanted didtance myself

if i never got to close i could never get hurt
but i've never been more hurt
it kills to watch you and her but it makes me happy to know your happy

i supose its my own hate
or just she took you away
and i panicked and it all went bad

regret all of this exept your happy
i'm glad you helpped but i'm so much worce
stable but worce

i've been good at being sad
nearly perfect at holding on
and its about 2 years later

still the same story the same cry
i'll always love you
your the only ture freind and last person i've talked to in years