Black Rose

Life is like a flower that lives so bold, living till the end of its life just like a human life
My life is like an immortal black rose, twisted and turned to torture
Death, Abandonment and.... Pain
Pain beyond imagination
Pain that if Haydes felt it, he would shatter
Love, Hate, Sorrow
All trapped inside this simple human body
Not changing, not growing, not being whole, always being the same in every single way
Confusion, Destruction, War
All around me in sick, unclear ways
People look at me then look away in disgust,
Mother hates me and it kills me,
Father left me
And im all alone in darkness
Finally, everyone ive known and loved, falling at my feet, are dead and gone forever.
Never failing
Never coming back to life
My life...
Never ending
Just like the black rose.