What Used To Be

We met
And Connected
You Tried
I rejected
Because of what you were said to be
I gave in to
Your persuading
And was left contemplating
Because of what I saw and actually believed to see
We dated, sappy moments
Lovely  months never a foment
Almost like it was too good to be true.
Everything you needed everything you wanted
I was there to give I was your servant , you my prince
My undying love, loyalty, honesty , my heart and the cherry you so desired
To take and add to your collection of crimes
The I love yous I need yous Your my only were your most hackneyed lies
And my feelings were so strong so  like a fool I stayed by your side
Til one day I was fed up, I saw the truth through all the lies
My pain was hidden in my eyes at day and at night I did nothing but cry
These were no ordinary tears. They were thick and red and forever stained with rest of my years
You did everything you said you'd never do,
But never say never? Fuck that shit and fuck you
Yu cheated, you lied, stepped on my heart and my pride
My first love, my first hate, my first heart, my first breaking
My first real, but so fake, my first dream, my first awakening
I left
You confused
I'm so weirdly amused
Because it was too good to be true
I feel much like a corpse, and so full of remorse
I gave you my heart
And fed you my soul
You stole from me my virginity my innocence
and left a hole
Something that will lead nowhere, advance no more, or end too soon
I'm deeply and forever scarred you can't stitch or fix these wounds
I saw it coming, but became naive
Because of what you used to be