It is what it is

Does the fact that I act like I cant understand how a grown ass man will slave for a minimum wage make me unthankful???  
Or him working on a gig in which he still can't provide for his wife and kids make me ungrateful???  
You think I wouldn't rather be a square then out here in these streets on angles!!!???  
In these court rooms putting on shows for these assholes like my last name Jingles!!!  
Well this is real life.  
And in real life shit just aint that simple....  
 
And I know if I'm patient God 'a change my situation.  
But in the meantime I got kids to be fed and utilities thats in need of payments.  
So as for me I can wait.  
But these bills and responsibilities,  
they aint waiting!