My own worst enemy

Another morning I awaken head quaking from the stress again.
Different day but faced wit da same test again.
Feeling like I gotta take a score just to come out wit a fucking win!

And I know dat drinking to my fill dis weed and pills a be da end of me.
But da bullshit got me sick searching for a remedy.
Got dez assholes from Adult probation&parole for da next 20 some n years checking in on me.
Minimum wage slave for dis bread wit my wife and kids dat depend on me.

But I aint looking for ya sympathy.
Im a man so I'a bite da repercussions dat my own hands are dealing me.
Shit I was giving free-will so foreal I'm my own worst enemy...