The message

I'm working all the angles , I want to get through to you ,if only for a second. I'm serious now hope is forlorn,please don't second guess it .
I tried to tell you this is all for someone else , you don't have to sit in my seat to see the cards I was dealt.
Turn you head ,there's  really nothing to see hear,anyway you can still do your best .
Do you think that living like me is worth a slug in your chest,you think scars keep a girl inpressed.
I know this looks interesting, it is . It's the only thing that keeps my attention.
But I'm sick of looking over both shoulders and this is what I'm stressing.
You still have a home, you still have a wife,you still have your sanity and still have a nice life .
You don't have people chasing you around trying to shoot and make you disappear in the night .
Look at all my work going nowhere,look at the police do you think they care,I look at you and you just stare.
This world will rip you apart , not a one of us it will spare .