"Insomnia"

The frustration and stress has got me losing weight ,
these 6 pack of abs you can eat off of like plate ~
Looking fresh on the out but i'm dying inside ,
slow and painful every night with my eyes open wide ~
Battles in my head and no where to hide ,
with no resistance against this rising tide ~
Shit's getting crazy it's out of control ,
and in time has created a gaping hole ~
My mind has no direction no where to go ,
This shit's been old and it's taking a toll ~
I try to let the negative go and hope the faith will stay ,
and since I can't sleep all night I pray ~
To evade the dark and head for the light ,
it's an uphill struggle feels like an eternal fight ~
I hope my tears dry with no more to weep ,
so one day I can be happy and finally sleep ~ B.