Planes Eye View

There was a darkness in my heart,
that I could never comprehend.
The dark mysteries that human kind had read.
The world around me slowly starting to change,
babies growing older and flowers withering away.
There I was up in the sky,
wondering how many people were going to die.
In my heart I felt sadness and relief,
watching screaming families tremble from defeat.
Planes crashing down,
before my eyes.
Truly wondering,
if this is how I've wanted to live my life.
I thought to myself,
every now and again 'What if-' and then my thoughts would end.
My destiny has been choosen,
I have no other option now.
There isn't a purpose in this world,
it's already been planned out.
I never wanted to harm another,
but once my plane crashes down, I know many will suffer.
But then I think to myself,
what about all the other people suffering in filth?
Is my deed so bad to just eliminate a few?
So many others are dying,
not getting any pity from fools.
So goodbye world,
I'll take my last looks.
The world looks truly beautiful from my point of view,
flaws and all but I couldn't ask for anything more perfect.
As my eyes close and my flesh burns.
I apologize for all those I have just harmed,
but my sympathy goes to those who couldn't have stopped me at all.
The next time you're regretting a decision,
remember karma will come back and bite you to put you in the same position.