lone lonely loner

imagin a life.when your last 15 minutes was an hour ago
when living seems senseless
when your past begins to creep
when every time you point a finger 3 remain pointing  back
imagin a life with dark  skies.dark skies that neva seem to turn blue
imagin when peaceful dreams don't come easy and when climbing to the top seems like a senseless travel
in the eyes of life u are that lone lonely loner  .
In the eyes of life you stand cold like a metal tin..you stand twice defeated.. you stand gazing deep into the future but what the future holds ...a harsh untold reality ....
imagin a life when every time you count a life you count a loss
imagin trying to be a bloomy flower in a concrete jungle....
imagine a life were you become a prey of your own deeds
imagin always wishing this will not  last forever ........
in a quest to find someone you can trust  with your deepest fear all you find is your shadow.........