I Let You Down.

I've broken a promise.
I've done something bad.
My sick obsession,
I fear is back.

I promised I wouldn't,
I told you I don't.
I really need help.
I'm all alone.

I'm covered in scars,
So is my mind.
Why is it so hard,
To leave this behind?

I'm trying to be strong,
But I broke down.
I know that what I do is wrong.
I can't help but do it when no one is around.

All alone, I'm by myself.
Metallic silver is my best friend.
I don't give a fuck about my health.
Razorblades are with me until the end..

~I am so sorry that I let you down.~