4

I watched my body as I left my soul.
I feel empty like a dust bowl.
There is so much sand, that I’m lost in an no man’s land.
My world had been turned to ash and full of no meaning.
I am stuck in a dark tunnel and I can’t escape.
The word hope to me has no interpretation.
I have no salvation.
There is no light, all you see is pitch black.
So black that I have heart attacks from the fact that I’m not intact.
As my heart bleeds, I felt broken inside.That I cried all that summer night.
Is it possible to have a relationship that holds so much pain but also have so much joy?
Love is sad, cruel and full of suffering and misery.
She took away my sunshine and then came the pain.
I always whisper your name when in darkness, when I feel alone when stuck in the unknown.
The thoughts of you drove me crazy, you were my best friend, you were my everything.
I remember the first day I met you, you were so beautiful.
You were like an angel from the sky.
So kind, so bright, it was a delight.
I never really knew what love was until I met you.
Everything about you was perfect.
I miss your laugh, I wish I could hear it again.
No one can fill the hole that you left.
It was like theft.
A girl like you is impossible to find.
That you left me blind and destroyed my peace of mind.
You are a lost memory deep within my mind.
A memory that I want to lose but I choose to keep it which makes my meaning of life confused.