"Where do I go from here"

A map and a compass they have no meaning ,
my destination is vague so I keep on dreaming ~
With my prospects so uncertain ,
I hit another dead end another closed curtain ~
Caskets and jail cells are my history ,
so where do I go from here in this life full of misery ~
Stacks of bad memories fill my space ,
makes it hard to move it kills my pace ~
The track I tread is filled with trouble ,
just when I think i'm ahead it only doubles ~
Where I wanna go and where I need to go it's hard to choose ,
I don't know which is wrong so i'm confused ~
One day i'm at the top the next i'm kissing dirt ,
how do I walk the right path when it's filled with hurt ~
I continue to live these days in search of wealth ,
but it's a hard process with a damaged health ~
This life for me is so unclear ,
which leaves me to ask where do I go from here ~ B.