Getting Hard...

I start to know that people really don't understand me.
They say they do, but they don't.
Relieving stress lately is getting hard.
It's causing my cycle to off.
Looking for that one isn't going that well.
The scare of something I don't want yet.
Life of a teenager in high school?
Must be.
I'm only 18.
Thought life would be easy.
Ha, boy was I wrong.
I'm a junior in high school.
Ready for college a year early.
Smoked weed recently.
All my stress...gone.
For only a few sadly.
I'll get there I guess.