100 miles(she's in Dallas)

100 miles away
I'm not sane, anymore
LOst my mind here without you

Can't feel my face it's numb gasping for air
Hearts gushing out blood
but you don't seem to care

Prbrobly in his arms
He whispers sweet lies in your ear
Poison seeps into my mind

Spent the last two weeks
thinking about what we were doing last year
This month of December
But it's not the same your away from the this time

Will you ever think about what it took for me to be with you
All the tears that have been cried
or how much I still love you

Or will you numb the pain and pas the time
With thoughts of me move ing on
And Hopeing I forget you

I could never do that

Every day is a challenge
To get out of bed or even get dressed
Haven't left my house I think you'll understand

All this neighborhood is drenched in regret
It's been 4 months and 18 days
Since the last time I saw your beautiful face

Nostalgic I an since you've been away
I haven't moved but the whole place changed
It just isn't the same without you by my side

Nostalgic becaus my home is lost in your eyes