Whirlwind

I spun your emotions...
 
Tossing them back and forth...
 
Throwing them, stinging them, spinning them...and killing them..
 
No one's forcing you to take me back...
 
And no one said that I had changed..
 
But, I guess that's the risk of love...
 
When I said I loved you...it was not a lie..
 
Marriage was definetly on my mind...
 
But, something came up...and I was tossed into a frenzy of lies, and confusion..
 
And you were tossed in it as well...
 
I'm not surprised if your weeping...or if your stomach is in brutal knots...
 
I expect you to curse my name, and my existence...well...what I can call an existence...
 
I know somewhere in my heart, the love still lays...
 
I wish I could take back those awful days...