I Forgive You, But Not You, You Lying Little Prick

I'll say it
I forgive you.
Because you care so much.
(insert sarcasm here)
But genuinely I'm so happy.
Happier than I ever would have been if he was here.
Well,
if he was with me,
because he's not with you right now either is he?
Guess what.
I'm not lying alone right now.
There's someone next to me.
Not five states away.
And he's better.
So much better, it's actually me who is sorry.
I have something you will never know.
And it's ok because I know you like what you have.
But honestly,
it was never enough,
never would have been enough for me.
I really wish you happiness.
I hope you never know the pain of loss,
never be forced into being strong.
Because it changes you.
It really does.
And if you can't handle it,
can't control yourself,
you'll lose anything you have left.
So be happy.
I am.
And as for you.....
you little bastard.
She's my best friend,
you break her heart I'll break your face.
I still care.
(subtract sarcasm here)
I'm dead serious.
And you're dead to me.