"The otherside"

 I feel i'm passed my time should've been dead , a violent kind fucked in the head ~ Got me walking all alone and talking to the dirt , cause my friends are all gone they left this earth ~ Me and these girls we don't see eye to eye , and i'm screaming fuck the world aint no peace till I die ~ When I see the otherside at last no pain , i'll be free from suicide no more madness on the brain ~ So Lord take me away from all the stress , how did I live another day I swear this shit can cause death ~ I try to be my best but it's not what they see , my life's a big mess and they call me crazy ~ So fuck it call it what you like , I am fuckin nutts bitch i'll kill myself tonight ~ Cause the BDOT does not belong on this planet , and I could say it to you twice and still you wouldn't understand it ~ B.