"A Man's struggle"

 Everyday I sit and think "it's hard to be a man" , and shot out to the troops that's over in Afghanistan ~ We pray you make it home safe for you and your family's sake , why don't these people do the right thing and give these kids a break ~ Man life's a bitch but it's better if you love her , i'm sick of hiding in this ditch and trying to take cover ~ I need to come up out my shell but I'm hit with a spell , take a look at my life and the many times I fell ~ Again I fall back down and I get back up , but society's got me trippin' so it's hard to stand up ~ And going back and forth to court this shit's fuckin' with my mind , and if you can't afford the court then you stuck doing time ~ So this mad man's screaming , this sad man's weeping , and this man avoid dreaming nightmares when i'm sleeping ~ And it's just not enough when I give it all I can , and i'm begging for forgiveness please God A-MEN ~ B.