Missing you Friend

She slowly starts to cry
tears streaming down her cheeks
the blood dripping off the knife
her pain will finally come to an end

the note they found
the reasons she said
had brought her to her knees
she tried so hard but couldnt cope any more

she knew she would hurt them
she knew shed be missed
but after all her suffering
it brought her to this

she never wanted to die
she never wanted to disappear
but the only way she would survive
is if she thought of herself only

the funeral was beautiful
the flowers all read and black
the speeches they said and the stories they told
her memory would live on

its been so long
too many years have came and gone
but i remember you
and i will surely help your memory live on