Lost & Confused

The world around him is such a lonely place,
Nothing seemed to ever go right..
"what did i do to diserve this kinda emptiness"..
That's all he thought to himself,
How do I become the man i know i can be..?Sitting here each day with no ambition to become anything..
He never knew what he would do with his life,
So lost and confused it hurt more and more,
the more he thought
about this lonely life..
Gloom and anger is not how he wanted to live,
but its like the only thing he knew in all reality..
Crying out for help,
but as quiet as a ghost out in the world..
Will i ever be anything..
Drowning in my own depression rakes me hearts veins from one
another tearing them right off of my heart..
Not having the ability to accept jokes or funny things in my life but only filtering them through my tar filled heart causing what others might think is funny, but to me is fatal..