Riddle.

There's a hole in my heart.
That will never be filled.
No matter how hard I try to fill it.
I made that hole myself.
I, Me, Myself?
We're kind of complicated.
I don't understand why I think, dream, say or do the things I do.
People change over their life time.
Me?
I change all the time.
It's kind of like.
New hair cut, new me.
That's how much it happens.

Why would anyone want to hurt me?
I already do that myself.
No need for more pain.
I might not be able to handle anymore.

You see, I could be anyone I wanted to be.
That's why I change.
Sometimes the changes protect me.
Sometimes I just end up getting hurt.

My heart would be as small as a tennis ball.
You might want to double check to see, if you actually ment something to me.
I might of changed mey mind.
Give me a good enough reason.
Why I should fight for you.

I lie.
Alot.
But girl, you shouldn't of had so much trust in me.
When I lie.
It makes everything else true.
You'd have to be a mind freak to work this kid out.

Take a close [look] at my words, When I say them to you.
[I'm] not so nice after all.
Work [out] the riddle darling.
Did you find the message out [of] this bullshit?
Sit down, [here].. done yet?

Sorry I seem to have lost my thoughts.
As I was saying.
How do you live with someone who is very unpredictable.
Honestly, I don't know.
I just know I live with it everyday.

Maybe I've just forgot who I was.
Do you know?
Could you tell me?

I've been trying to find that person inside of me.
The one all my friends miss.
But to tell you the truth I'm kind of tried.
Looking for youself is very hard work.

Anyway, I'm going to bring this shit to an end.
Overall, I'm still in the same position I was before.
Running these hall ways.
I'll find meyself one day.

But Hi, I'm Nik.
Don't ask me who I am.
Because I have no fucking clue!!!