the story

 
Anything can trigger it….

A person,
  A song,
     A feeling,
        A memory,
It doesn’t matter.

It’ll consume you no matter what….
If you let it.

I like the pain,
 I like the longing,
   I like the desire,
     I like the warmth,
I LIKE IT ALL….

The cold blade
      The warm blood.
             The quick release.
                   The moment of peace.
Its just the feeling, isn’t it?….

Four years to stop,
       Four years to grow up,
               Four years to notice the problem,
                        Four years addicted,
It’s a curse, it’s a problem, it’s a way of coping….

But that doesn’t mean its okay.

Anything can trigger it,
Everyone has there reasons,
For me its emotions building up, not knowing how to express it…
What’s yours?