Lost

I kept breathing even tho my lungs had already collasped.

I was drifting away,laying there praying for God to cut me a lil slack.
Often I wondered what it would be like to give up.

But I was reminded that all days arent this tough.
I've had so many bad days it hard to count the good.

Looking back on things in my life -DAMN- maybe I just misunderstood
I gave up on Love,I gave up on trust.Even when I thought it gave up on me.
It was there to pick me back up

Im lost in a sense ,but trying to find my way back
crawling around on knees,like im tip toeing thru thumbtacks.

Im breathing but gasping ,And I cant tell if its air,Im loosing but winning sumone Is helping me fight here.