Just Disappear

You beat me to a bloody pulp
and left me bruised and scarred
from the inside out.

You crushed my dreams of love
and alienated my heart from the
rest of the world.

I was your bitch, your dog that
you made eat dirt, and you were my
master who I loved despite all that
cruelty.

I ran away from you in a split moment
of courage, ran into the arms of my
first female partner.

You stalk me like a shadow, a bad
memory I will never forget, one I can
never leave behind.

Not until I am dead.

You made me pay for all the wrong done
to you in your life by everyone but me,
so why do you still linger like a sword
above my head?

Why can't you just disappear?