Blind Sighted By The Media

 I am so overweight
but people keep telling me i look great
i guess they are just being nice and they want to see me smile
but all i want to do is run a mile
i wanna loose at least 60 pounds
from my arms, my legs, my stomach, my waist
i cant even look myself in the mirror am such a disgrace
i eat so much it makes me sick
i try to force my self to eat just a little bit
to the point i find myself on the bathroom floor
mothers beg me to eat more and more
i try to convince her that i am full
she's just says I'm being a fool
look at you. you are a perfect size
i cant stand to see the pain in your eyes
who cares about the media or what you see on tv
im just trying to help you have to believe me
you are my only daughter
who i don't want to see surfer
just please try to change, hang on you got to be tougher
she dose;nt understand me nobody dose
why do i feel this way it's like i am addicted to drugs
nurse coming by putting iv in my blood
trying to get me back to the size i was
i cry and cry to the point i just wanna to die
so here i lie in the hospital bed at exactly 1:02 the doctor pronounced me dead,
at 12:58 as my mother is by my side, i reach down and handed her a note that read
i used to weight 130bls but now i weight 70bls but can somebody please tell me as to why i still
feel so..... HEAVY?

By: Nishadeez