Origins: Conception

"Two days after giving thanks, you remind me, what I'm missing"

November 26th 2011
The cold wind blows
As you walk thru my threshold
Nerves follow your breath
Anticipation takes over my body
Can't wait for you to know me
If the beginning had a beginning
This was it, this was Gods gift
She captivated me with ease
Walked thru my walls like this midnight air
The love I have for her started here.
The intricacies of this date
Still let me know how real this all was
How real you were
We sat on this couch joking around
Seconds stream by me
As I try to make you blush
Your face says I've fallen
As you try not to be flustered
Yet those dimples pull me in closer
To my fantasy of you
Fantasy of us
I wonder during this car ride
Can this be my reality
Playing music from your phone
Singing, rocking out
Laughing at your coy remarks
And my silly tendencies
We fit so well in the grand scheme of things
My feelings surprise me
The want, the desire to need this
Not 'Just A Kiss'
But everything, the experience
The connection, the partner
I never believe existed
Kelly is what I've been missing
How can she sit across from me in this booth,
And know so little, yet know the whole truth?
She is the one, if there ever was 'one'
I have found what few cherish
Across this table sits a diamond
Lined with platinum
That my heart saw, when you set this soul on fire.

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Intensify the endorphins
Absorb these pheromones
That make this air electric
Racing blood surges thru my veins
As you lean into, what would become
The purest lips I ever tasted
Nothing would stop what was about to happen
So right, in a world full of wrong
So surreal, in a world full of disappointment
Your head drifts towards mine
I notice your eyes on my lips
As if, you wanted this
We meet in the middle
With an explosion of euphoria
A rush of ecstasy
A rise in heat, Allows me
To be lost in paradise,
Before my breathe was caught
Your legs were around me
I'm carrying you to bed
Your kissing my neck
Laying you down with grace
Staring in your eyes
Such a beautiful face
To make love to tonight.