Laughing

Laughing,
Laughing maniacally
Staring at the ceiling
As I lay on my bed
Blood pours from my arms
In one hand a knife
Another knife in my other hand
Cuts and lines of blood all over my chest and arms
You tried to stop me
Many people have
But it's who I am
When you got me to quit
I never did
I just went insane
And waited till you left me
Like everyone else

Bleeding out
Turning my sheets a crimson red
Laughing maniaclly
You have gone
You had just released my shackles
It's time to end me
It's time to die vicously
It's time to wipe the memories

You come running in the door
You start screaming and yelling
But I can't stop
I can't stop laughing
Even when I'm dieing
And I am filled with sorrow
I won't stop,
I can't stop
I will never stop

Until it's time
Then the laughing will die from my body
But it will live in you
And everyone who has tried to make me stop
It will never stop