OD

The room spins around me,
its hard to see clearly.
The floor shakes beneath my feet,
I fall, almost admitting to defeat.
is the what I wanted when I said 'death'?
I'm not ready to die yet.
I'm scared, emotions flood over me,
I can't hardly breathe.
I know I'll live to face tomorrow,
I can't do it, I'm too hallow.
Take more, over dose,
almost, its so close..