I'm in my own hell..

How much blood can be shed,
All in cause of dreams misread.
I beg to hold sanity,
But in your name my arms remain stains red.

I don't care I have to say it..
I love you with all my heart,
Ever since I met you till now,
Even though I'm falling apart..

You had nothing to do with this,
It's not your fault you're perfect..
You can't control that you always make me smile,
That you killed the pain which held me in denial..

Now you are the cause of my despair,
Crying and bleeding gasping for air..
Why'd you build me up?
You just let me fall..