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What's Your Real Name?!
I thought you wanted me to wait for you
But without this broken girl i see youve took all your problems to sea.watching me suffer and go through all the pain til this day.you still doubt me
I sat on the stairs at school waiting for you to come and hold this heartless soul of mine. .you left
Levitating off the ground into this strange world.. I'm looking at you because you see.... that with every lie there's a fee.. to pay...I was hoping that you would come and wipe all my pain away within every puff I heard you say... I'm the only one who can love you... day in and day out I believed every word you said.until my body went numb I realized you were only in my head...i went searching for you in the dark because the light was to bright for me to find you.... Who else could I turn to?.. everything that I loved left me..only to turn to sour images and fake songs that played in my head.. you made me wish I were dead.. bringing me to my lowest level I had to get away. Trying to reach up I fell to the ground silently crying for you to stay. My eyes bloodshot red .I needed another dose of you to ease the heartache I felt deep inside trying to rewind me back to those unwanted memories and times .you created those red lines..in my skin that I felt every day for the last month I quit you win...trying to reassure myself that everything would be okay the next day..... you came to stay...no longer did I want you in my life..there were days and night I thought those hard times were over until I payed the price...I thought you loved me but the sense of that became so deep..I forgot who I was and thought I was the creep..you betrayed me like everyone else when I needed you most...I took my heart out to soak....there was no turning back now...I used you easy until I met this girl who lived inside of me with a different dream..I threw You away and Tried to become me because without you I could honestly say I'm free. Days without you I felt better.now that were both free i feel ive done myself a great deed..I thought you were love..but your name was weed!
But without this broken girl i see youve took all your problems to sea.watching me suffer and go through all the pain til this day.you still doubt me
I sat on the stairs at school waiting for you to come and hold this heartless soul of mine. .you left
Levitating off the ground into this strange world.. I'm looking at you because you see.... that with every lie there's a fee.. to pay...I was hoping that you would come and wipe all my pain away within every puff I heard you say... I'm the only one who can love you... day in and day out I believed every word you said.until my body went numb I realized you were only in my head...i went searching for you in the dark because the light was to bright for me to find you.... Who else could I turn to?.. everything that I loved left me..only to turn to sour images and fake songs that played in my head.. you made me wish I were dead.. bringing me to my lowest level I had to get away. Trying to reach up I fell to the ground silently crying for you to stay. My eyes bloodshot red .I needed another dose of you to ease the heartache I felt deep inside trying to rewind me back to those unwanted memories and times .you created those red lines..in my skin that I felt every day for the last month I quit you win...trying to reassure myself that everything would be okay the next day..... you came to stay...no longer did I want you in my life..there were days and night I thought those hard times were over until I payed the price...I thought you loved me but the sense of that became so deep..I forgot who I was and thought I was the creep..you betrayed me like everyone else when I needed you most...I took my heart out to soak....there was no turning back now...I used you easy until I met this girl who lived inside of me with a different dream..I threw You away and Tried to become me because without you I could honestly say I'm free. Days without you I felt better.now that were both free i feel ive done myself a great deed..I thought you were love..but your name was weed!
Published 13th Dec 2012
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14th Dec 2012 00:42am
14th Dec 2012 6:14am
It's refreshing to read this because most people think weed is so harmless.The solid truth is,weed is the only drug that immediately attacks your mental,and who you are.All the harder drugs effect you physically befor wearing you down mentally.
