Acceptance and Regret

 
Why do you torture me with thoughts of happiness
With false joy and security
Sitting in the dark crying my eyes out and thinking of ways to catch your eyes
Late nite convo with them other chics while I sit in my bed alone wondering what did I do so wrong
Why the fuck am I trippin
It’s not my fault you can’t see that I am chic in high demand
I’m a chic that men jump through hoops for
Then those same men try to give me the moon
So why am I trippin over you
Because they don’t understand how my brain works
Because they only see my outer beauty
Because they make my heart flatline
You revive me
So let me sit back
Cry my tears
Lay in my lonely bed
And let my dreams of me and you haunt me
I know I am possibly waiting in vain
And I know you will probably find a chic that’s better than me
But please remember that no one is better than you