"Ready to die"

 I feel like a grown ass man that's about 82 , and it seems all my fun filled days are through ~ What I say and what I write I state the truth , and all this pain in my life I wonder what I came to do ~ Another day down another day did , I look all around and I aint got shit ~ No wife no kids no house no whip , this life I live I've hit the skids ~ My friends are all gone my world's become dark , this might sound wrong but death sounds like a new start ~ Heart full of hurt my brain full of stress , so they can put me in the dirt and lay my soul to rest ~ So in the event of my demise please don't cry , wipe those tears from your eyes cause this man's ready to die ~ B.