If i look back on my life!!!!!!!!

who would've ever thought this day will come,
i was scared but nothing stopped me from doing it ,
i was alone , siting on the bathroom floor,
waiting for someone too come and safe me ,
the blade was in my hand , at that moment i wanted too die and nothing could stop me. there was a voice deep inside me screaming out for help!!! help!! help!!! but know one could hear it,,,,, 


at this moment I'm just siting on the floor busy bleeding to death.
than sudenly i heard a voice calling out my name,,

but i couldn't open eyes,,,,, i guess i was busy dieing,,,

if i look back on my life who would've ever thought that i will reach that point,,,,

but life can hit you so hard that you dont want too stand up again,, 
but i found the strength  too get up ,,, and I'm still standing i guess in a way it made me stronger ,,,,,,

But i must say thank you to my BUTTERFLY she carried me throw all of this and i love her for that,,,,,

I'm still standing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!