Im only human

Looking back and seeing all the wrongs ive done in life...
Makes me feel at times It could have ended in a knife...
But that was not to be coz there was time for me to heal...
If only I had done it in the time I had to steal...
But not so much to look at it like that now the time has passed...
Time is ticking faster now, life not so long to last...
But I can only hope a lesson through all this ive learnt...
To sit and ponder what ive done before my hands got burnt...
There is so many sickness's, around the world today...
Some people stand by others, some are come what may...
I can only hope one day, you'll realise I am me...
The sicknes was just who I was, that you could only see...
Years of being ridiculed to hell and back again...
Made sit and ask myself will this now ever end...
Made my illness worse and worse, I couldnt see the light...
But you were the only one, I had close in my sight...
The one I loved and loved to hate at times I had no calm...
But I never wanted to, show you any harm...
Everyone around the world has an illness too...
If not 1 out of 5, theres more who are so blue...
People live with sickness in one form, or another...
I lived my whole life, with an illness of my brother...
Forgive me for being me and having my downfall...
One day ill look up and I too, will walk so tall...