Past

laughed and put down
beaten and abused
used to pleasure
the appettite
of a sadistic whore
prayed and prayed
but you didn't answer
cried for mercy
begged for peace
yet no calls of justice
no reward for faith
loved you fully
was by your side
insulted me with sickining words
tried to control my flow on creativity
destroyed the idea of love
left shatterred and broken
at the mercy of The Fates
showed me nothing but horrors
and nightmares of Hades
voices still ring in my ears
pleads of mercy and forgiveness
of acknowlegdment and sorrow
they haunt my life
sunrise to sunset
every day of my existance
plague me to the soul
never to feel loved
or given a moment of peace
mourn for his soul
and his sanity
because i don't know
who the hell will help me
pull myself out this mess?