Fetus

I was deceived and received a small gift.
The serpent searches inside me, my uterus.
 
Having torn away my virginity
The blood poured upon puncturing my barriers.
I'm so sorry but I can't accept this if you aren't there.
I open up that bottle of sin.
It's like spreading apart my thighs  
With a snake in hand to have it to look for his baby.
 
I never got the chance to look in my baby's eyes
To see which of us this baby resembles the most.
I was selfish to chose me over you.
I never thought I'd regret it
To have fed my fetus to a snake.
To ask for forgiveness, can I be forgiven?
 
The dreams of your baby didn't you have any?
 
The moon shines on a cradle.
It serves as a reminder of the life you've murdered.
The moon shines dimmer of cloud cover, I still see you
Goodbye mom.
 
I was deceived and received a miscarriage.
My poor premature baby.
Drowning in blood within me, I was helpless.
I still want to hold my baby, stillborn.
 
Blood mixed with motherly tears,
Blood mixed with motherly tears,
Blood mixed with motherly tears.
The dreams of your baby surely you had some.
 
Bloody baby, bloody baby,
Bloody baby sleeping to my lullaby.
Open your eyes precious little one.
I love you the way you are.
 
The moon shines on a serpent as it coils around your leg
Its icy eyes they glitter.
The moon shines on the infant, hidden dead in the shadows.
The moon shines on the cradle where spiders now live.
They lay their eggs, patiently waiting.
For you to feed them the lifeless baby.
It's okay, goodbye mom...