if i only knew

HEY, hey, once again i say goodbye to my only friend.
HEY, OHH, i loved you so.
i never wouldve thought you'd be my end.
but now your over.
the weight of despair is breaking my shoulders!

your pictures on my wall.
i dont know what to do!
why did you end it all?
i wouldve helped you,
IF I ONLY KNEW!

i remember those final words, thank you, goodbye.
i never thought that would be the last time.
i'd hear your voice, why did you make that choice?
i knew you were hurting,
BUT YOU NEVER TOLD ME!

your pictures on my wall.
i've ran out of what to do.
why did you end it all?
you should've known i wouldve helped you.
i never got a clue.
if i did, IF I ONLY KNEW!

i loved you, you were family.
i still love you, even though your just a memory
i love you, your still family.
i love you, YOUR NOT DEAD TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

was it something that was said?
that went to your head?
did someone hurt you?
i wouldve helped, IF I ONLY KNEW!!!!!!!

your pictures on my wall.
you wont be forgotten, we all loved you.
everyone wouldve helped, but nobody knew.
it almost killed me when i got that call.
that you ended it all.
why did you choose that way?
theres so many things i want to say.
but i will only pick a few,
i wouldve saved you, IF I ONLY KNEW!!!!